Clashes

"Logic will not stand in the way of those filled with the fervour of their own subjective beliefs." - disregarding and deliberate ignorance, unacknowledgement of expressed thought processes/reasonings.

"Somehow it has become weak to hear out an opposing view and acknowledge its value." - as above.

Finally found my purpose for my present!

Insurance was the last industry that I wanted to do administration in but I got it. All the way, I know that God was spurring me on towards this present job. From the end of my first interview to the actual news of my job confirmation, I was pushed by Him.

Now I know why I got it, God anticipated my future and gave me this job to enable me to take care of my future. I can now understand my own insurance policies better. Praise Him!

God brought me to the right company and agency too. I am protected and cared for and loved by most of my colleagues, my superior and my boss. God has loved me all my life. Not only has He done so through my family and friends, through His fatherly self, but also through my present company.

Nostalgia

I miss my tuition days when I could take my time to plan my lessons and pursue my own hobbies, meet up with my friends whenever I wished and go shopping, spend a long time at the library or bookshop, and view the exhibits at the musuem.

Has work taken away such freedom and individual indulgences? Even my current students suffer because of my inability to balance it with their needs.

The positive side is that I now get a stable income and am a little more confident. Most importantly, I get to relieve my dad's worry and to spend more time in prayer.

Should I trade such invaluable gifts for my own selfish desires and myopic perception? Perhaps self-denial and dying to self is the answer needed.